Monday, January 22, 2007
had a long break before class for local lec starts.
however, didnt quite get to enjoy it cos im sick over the weekend from fri to mon. i had fever running at 39.2, i feel so dead n felt like i was floating when i struggle my way to the doc at nite my darlin.
doc say its a virus attacked...!!! causing me to have muscleache
(my muscle serously ache like nv b4 w/o me doing any exercise), leaving me breathless and energy-less to do anything. i had flu+sore throat. n all tt i could do was to SLEEP.
i was so afraid tt it was dengue. anyway im fine now. :)
despite me being sick i went pinic on Sunday w darlin, jason, justin n yy at marine bay... we had fun playin in between n uno-stacko n other stupid games... tryin so hard to relive my childhood and bringing forward CNY. haha.. i love hanging out with these guys cos they nv fail to make my laugh and i know they truly care.
:):):) have a nice week ahead!!
loving it;;
Thursday, January 18, 2007
SURPRISE! SURPRISED!!don think many wil get to read this, Cos its a sudden entry.
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im facing w uncertainty. i don feel the same anymore n im scared. i hate being treated like trashed, i dunno if i can handle this alone.
i dunno how real r you or which side is the real you. im startin to doubt myself, why and why n why. does the prob lies with me or you?
i remained quiet doesn mean that im dumb or i a pushover, jus that, i don see the point in arguing, esp w ppl like you, YOU, yes, YOU!
wake up ur idea and start panicking. i've done a lot for you, maybe its time for you to do something for urself. i need no repayment. jus leave it for urself.
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Year 2007time pass really quickly but how i wish it to be faster. cant wait for the day tt u will ORD n i graduate.
will 2007 be a better year for me? seriously, i dunno.
everytime when i tot things r going smoothly n when i feel contented, something bad will happen to me.
am i so not fated to lead a blessed life?
however, despite all the unhappy things occuring to me, i will try make the best out of every shit situation.
anyway, im used to it... you see.. :) And at least i know, i have u by my side. but can u be more... ...
hey fang, if u r reading this, pls date me out k! i hasn seen u for so long n it has been so long since we go n have fun together.
weird, weird, i find it super weird cos i
actually-seriously miss hanging out w u, miss talkin to u n the way u would brighten up my day.
School started for 2 weeks. i felt that i hasn quite settled down yet. maybe aud was rite, i need time.
something to look forward too:
CHINESE NEW YEAR!! but before that, i need to go do some CNY shopping. need to get a dress, heel, bras and maybe some other stuff in-promto stuff.
update when im online again. till then, miss me.
loving it;;
Saturday, July 29, 2006
need an update.
attention to all
My 21st bday party is on next sat(5th aug). look forward to seein u all. i have order both halal and non-halal buffet. its time to reunite!
really wanna u guys to be there to witness me gettin my key to freedom!!
lots of food!! must come k...! :)
this invitation is to all (magnum..seniors+junior+coaches+teacher in charge)+IMU+(rainbows+pot of gold+clouds+gay pride)+family members+all those special individual that i invited...with ur support, i believe it wil a successful n meaningful 21st party.
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school started for about a month le.. all i can say is that i wan to do well cos the fees are really very expensive. lots of hw and proj piling up.
lec was fine but sometimes i really miss the gd old times.. when i can go lec with a whole big group of friends..go in n talk instead of lisenting..
miss the gd old time when i did proj w u. i like ur workin style but now... its really a big diff btn me n them. maybe like wat eun say.. NP biz vs other poly biz..
(u shld noe wat i tryin to say.. seriously im not tryin to be scarcastic)n ya! darlin went into NS for 3 weeks le.. seriously, after he went for NS, i felt that i have more time to myself to study and more time to spend w my friends/family.
but of cos.. my weekend r reserve for u. that's y i always try to finish up all my assignment during the week.. cos...
U R SPECIAL!im really happy n app the effort that u put in despite our physcial dist.. u tried to call me whenever u could and make a effort to talk to me everynite, listen to my prob and give me solution.. i really like it lots.. thanx, i love u!
loving it;;
Thursday, July 06, 2006
hasn been blogging for so long. its time for a update.
oh did i mention that
i went to bangkok for a week w my darlinnow,
im back frm bangkok.school started.today is my 3rd day of school at SIM! i must work hard to pass my exams!
i went to pluck out 2 wisdom tooth ytd.i had no choice but to remove it cos one of it is resting on my vein n tissue of my gum, causing me.. to not able to open my mouth. had diffculty eating and chewing food. cos my mouth had no strength at all. felt the pain more when i cough, yawn, talk.
went to dentist to check out was wrong. had to pluck it out... n i suffered 6 injection to numb the area. n i realised.. it didnt onli numb my gum... my whole half face felt paralysed..
cant smile n had prob blinking my eye... i hate such feelin.
n it made me so sleepy so drowsy.
now, my friends and darlin going to NS. im so sad.. :(
went for school in the morn then to MGS then to magnum in the evening. they had a mini celebration for dion, yy n justin. bought a cake, bring dion into the clubhse filled w balloons n burst it in front of dion.
(FYI. my darlin is scared of balloons burstin in his face)played w water. its fun n i love it.. hehe..
now, majong session at raine place. n im so sleepy.... update soon! :)
loving it;;
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
been quite unlucky these days. i hate such feelin. like everything u do, u jus cant get it done well.
maybe it was never meant to be. perhapes i was tryin too hard. i was pushing myself. things r nt fallin into place. i dunno y. time to take a break? i don wan too. im confused. but im tired.
apart frm such unhappy stuff. some pleasant event to look forward to.
i be away enjoyin my holiday w my darlin in BKK. be back on mon. a lot of stuff to be settled today.
thiink im fallin sick. hopefully nt cos i wan to enjoy my trip w u.
wil update more when im back ya. :)
darlin n me at pinic.
aft pinic.
loving it;;
Monday, June 12, 2006
pics at random. lazy to type so pics shall replaced words. :)
at ikea.
hey wat u think u doing?
at food republic.
*tsk tsk*naughty naughty darlin... poor beckham.
at ICA.
wat u lookin at? n btw tt darlin new spec.
at home.
anyway tt me n my new spec!! i love it..
at home.
darlin n me. :)
tt all for now. going to magnum camp in a while.
loving it;;
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
woke up to a super bad gastric pain. the pain stayed on for a few hours. n tried to vomit a few times. i seriously dunno wats wrong w me. dont even excatly noe if its was gastric pain. all i knew was that i couldn stand up str.. i need to curl up so as to reduce the pain in my gastric or is it stomach. felt super uncomfortable n had a bad headach.
tried to force myself to go to sleep. n woke up sweating although i was feelin v cold. think im gg to fall sick. i must stick to a proper meal rountine. i hate such pain!!
anyway went out to ikea ytd w darlin. we had fun shoppin ard n playin ard w the furniture. haha.. n guess wat..
I made a new pair of spec.its turquoise in colour. i love it. n i could collect the spec in jus 30 min! i simply love my new spec, althought $120 was quite a rip off for me. n oh ya.. darlin made a pair of new spec too. his was so much more nicer then mine. i think, its one of his nicer spec so far. :)
wil take a pic of his new spec n upload it k.
im enjoyin my every moment w u.
loving it;;
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